Wednesday, December 31, 2008

I Know Year


This day is the beginning of a new year.
new hope, new loops;
new triumphs, new trials;
new fun, new frown.

This 2009 through God's help, I'll be just fine. I pray. Help me to pray.

This is another fixed time to be aware that challenges are glued to my life. I'm used to it, but still feel down and tired.

This is my new style of writing here on my blog. Writers Ellen Hopkins and Rosie O' Donnell are under my skin and muscles.

This I say Happy New Year to everyone, and good-bye.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

And So This Is Christmas


Merry Christmas to all,
and to all God bless.

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Yet Another Not-So Happy Christmas



Sigh...
I'm depressed.
I'm bumped in a hump-as always.
Anyway, Merry Christmas!
God bless us, everyone.

Monday, December 15, 2008

Give Peace A Chance


Last Week I was with my friends, then suddenly I saw Myka and Joseph, she hugged me and I hugged her back. I said sorry with sincerity to match. The reason-the only reason-why I decided to make peace with her, was because I wanted peace. Enough said. Though, I would not retract the things I said before. Ever. I protected my bestfriend Chelay, and my views mattered-like in The View.

P.S. I know friends come & go. So be it. Good bye, good bye.

Friday, December 12, 2008

Bookshelf: Still Talking


I'm currently reading Still Talking by Joan Rivers.
I love her; I hate her wrong grammars.

Monday, October 27, 2008

I'm Back Again ( I Really Hope)

I can't write not because I have nothing to write, but because I don't like to.
Many happened already, it even seems like it is happening over and over again. Well, I'm used to this kind of life-up and down, down, and down, and down. I Pray to the Father that the table will turn very soon.
God bless us all.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

It's Nice To Back

It is.
It is.
But I'm not in good nick.
But I'm not in good nick.

I shall return! (this time, no need to repeat).

Sunday, August 10, 2008

XXX Part 2

I want to take back what I said.
It was just madness (that's the beauty of madness, you can take back the things you said without any stab of regret that you said it).

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

XXX

Tomorrow is our exam again.
I want to be alone. Please leave me first. Please.
Not because I want to study with nobody around, I just want to get out from the group-not the "E" group of course.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

The Unforgiven

Oh, I mean "forgiven".
Thank you, Bestfriend for understanding.

Thursday, July 10, 2008

The Freeman

I was been fallen by bricks where I couldn't seem to move-the school works, the worries.
Good thing I have time now to write since we don't have classes until Saturday, or make it until Sunday. Bye bye.

Friday, June 20, 2008

Built To Spill

I've always been with my friends, and many stories were told (my big mouth is to blame). Stories that should've better kept shut. Ugh!

Thursday, May 29, 2008

It's Over Now. Or Not Yet

The 8-day duties in various hospitals in various towns have just ended, finally. More to come starting next week for the next sem. Aaaaargh!
I feel depressed right now. This must come to an end in no time flat, before I blow into a million pieces. God help me please.

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Rage!!

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Wet, Wet, Wet

The unceasing rain is everywhere, once and again.
I'm glad, and I'm happy; I'm in blissville.
I know I'm a humanoid, but I'm paranoid, a paranoid.

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Find You


In the space of 30 minutes, Gerald and I wait for Tanya in vain-because she is supposed to join us in LCC mall, but a sudden problem is formed, so she decides not to join with a regret to match (that problem, by the way, is solved right before PBB teen ed. plus airs).
Before I buy the Mario de Boro white shoes, which is way, way cheaper from other shoe brands available in the said mall, such as Itti, Caterpillar, Mendrez, Rusty Lopez, I go to Book Sale to buy a back issue of Rollingstone magazine, in which blessedly I get to buy two copies. Then out of the blue, I see award-winning actress, Shirley McLaine's book for only 35 pesos -I didn't buy it though-then afterwards there is another blessing that came in the way because I see the name of Rosie O'Donnell, a comedienne/TV host/writer/Bill O'Reily loather, entiltled, "Find Me". I find it-and buy it.

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Bull Cheat

The final exam week of this summer class is about to end, same with the pain in the brain brought about by the tons of lessons given to us. Aaaaaargh!
I'm trying my utmost best to store all the lessons in my head, but nothing happens; the glutaphos I take is not working. How about that?!
That' s why, what I need to do the "cheating" in our exams, not the cheating where I will write the answers in a peace of paper. No way.
The Intelligent One, Jesus Christ is my last hope.

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Come And Go

Someone leaves and someone comes, both in the same plane.

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Rock And Rule

When you have rules in your natural life whether it is written or not, there is a possibility to break it. And it matters not if you hold it for three septillion years. Just like I did (if your an earthling, you will concur with me), take for example: I just invited someone on Friendster to be a part of my little kingdom, which I don't do for others.

Friday, April 18, 2008

Not A Stumbling Block.

I have new block mates, after sailing as an irregular student in school (I even thought that I would sink, but thank God I didn't). I belong to RR23-and soon to be called RR33. The atmosphere is a mixture of different people. I like them because for the longest time, I can breathe like a normal person again. Hope it will continue until the end (Lord I need You, as always).

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Beads Of Sweat

The murky madness of monsoon season is what I miss. The weather is very dry and arid (verily! verily!).
Lord help us, please.

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Feeling Hot, Hot, Hot!

The power is out, the people are crowding, and worst, the sun is burning it can destroy your sense of sight.
@#%*!!

Friday, April 4, 2008

Made In Italy

Around 5:30 am: I happen to see the lead actor in the classic flick "Life Is Beautiful" talking and, I guess, receives an award. I thought he was dead, because my Philo teacher tells us so-I even said it in my previous entry. The video is still new (no lines moving, no ants dancing, no rainbow playing). I see it in the "48 Premio TV 2008"-an award-giving body-over Raitalia (the new name for Rai International channel).

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Beauty And The Blog

For the first time in a long time, I get to communicate with Mayee through text (ok, I think it's a pun). We talk about swimmimg, attending mass, her boyfriend, blog-where it is my chance to tell her to change the design of my blog. So whatever the design of this, I give her CREDIT (emphasis added). Thanks Mayee very much. you can visit her blog at http://mayiliva.blogspot.com/

Saturday, March 22, 2008

East And West: It's Easter!!

Happy Easter!!
Don't you just hunt, but reflect.
God speed.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

The Cut

Way back when I was in elementary, I used to go to a village of barber shops with my loving father to have a haircut (of course!) and listen to their amusing stories (I think that's what they call the kwentong barbero, I don't know). I miss those.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

Oily Week

Today is Palm Sunday and it's raining, raining.

Thursday, February 28, 2008

02.28.2008


I'm a February boy.
Yeah, today is my birthday, a not-so normal day-not because it is my birthday but because anger did reside in my body.
Take a hike.

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Frontliner, Ms. Ninez Cacho-Olivares


In today's "Frontline" column of my idol Ninez Cacho-Olivares entitled "It’s almost over for Gloria" in The Daily Tribune.

By the way, my 23 year-old sister's name was taken from my idol-writer's name. How about that.

So here we go:


"From all indications, it certainly looks like the powerful in MalacaƱang wanted ZTE-National Broadband Network whistle-blower Rodolfo “Jun” Lozada permanently silenced, and he and his lawyers were certainly right to charge those involved in his abduction for kidnapping and attempted murder.
Lozada’s passport, which had no arrival stamp from the immigration bureau says it all, along with the way he was forcibly whisked out of the planeside area.
This plus the fact that a video showing the assistant airport manager, Angel Atutubo, making a slitting throat gesture, a sign that is usually taken to mean the killing of whatever is to be killed, in that particular instance, to kill the taping showing them with Lozada, makes for a strong case of MalacaƱang doing away with Lozada — permanently — that is, if Lozada testifies to the truth before the Senate.
And MalacaƱang is certainly involved — including Gloria, since her Presidential Security Group, which had no business with Lozada, shouldn’t have been anywhere near the airport for Lozada’s arrival.
Had Lozada been killed by these Palace goons, there would have been no evidence of his having returned to the country even if the family members would have reported his disappearances — and of course Lozada wouldn’t have had to give his press conference and his testimony before the Senate would never have happened.
Gloria would have been safe in the big cover-up job and everything would return to normal. The Senate probe would have had to come to yet another incomplete end.
It would have been a similar operation MalacaƱang performed during the “Hello Garci” exposĆ©. The Palace people quickly got the Isafp agent in the wiretapping operations under their wing, along with his family members, and as they got him to do as they wished, which was to lie and cover-up for them, there was no other choice for the Senate but to keep the probe results hanging.
Also, as long as Lozada was not going to testify, it would have been clear sailing for Gloria and her goons.
After all, Romulo Neri wasn’t going to spill the beans. That much was clear and chances are, even if the Supreme Court rules against him and orders him to heed the summons of the Senate, he is still not likely to make a full confession. Neri is after all, already part of Gloria’s evil coven in MalacaƱang.
The abduction of Lozada was definitely botched, for one reason or another, and now Gloria and her MalacaƱang are truly in a panic, knowing the outrage of the Filipino people.
They are certainly in a panic situation these days even as they claim that none of this political noise distracts Gloria from her task of governance.
If so, why does government go to the extent of denying the anti-Arroyo forces a permit to stage a prayer rally in Luneta, then even go to the Sto. Domingo Church to also seek a permit, even when Gloria and her goons knew that the anti-Gloria groups were out to have a mass in that church, if not to prevent them from having such a mass rally?
Now, there is the MalacaƱang mouthpiece, Cerge Remonde, who says these groups should not use the Mass for their political ends.
That’s really ironic, considering the fact that Gloria herself, in 2000 and early 2001, along with her civil society and bishops, were, at every instance, using the church and the bishops as her props to oust then sitting President Joseph Estrada. What the heck was Edsa I and II if not a religio-political event where whoever sat in MalacaƱang that the frigging civil society disliked, was deposed unconstitutionally.
What is needed is pressure on both Gloria and Noli de Castro to resign and create a vacancy in the two highest seats and for the Filipino electorate — and not just the frigging elite that are incorrigible in insisting on these types of ousters — to legitimately elect leaders of their choice — even if the choice is one whom the elite dislike.
Gloria can no longer govern. That much is evident. As for Noli, he should resign too. After, he can always run for the presidency in a snap poll instead of just taking over the presidency.
Truth is, Noli won’t be able to govern well either, especially if he has an eye on the 2010 polls, where he will do a Gloria — use up the resources and money of government to win his seat.
Gloria cheated to win the polls that is for certain. Noli was the beneficiary of the fraud and well he knows it.
Besides, Noli continues to support the evil bitch.
And that does not speak well of him as a future leader. "

Friday, February 22, 2008

Guest Appearance


Yesterday, I went to the biggest library in the whole Southern Luzon Region, the O'Brien Library of Ateneo de Naga University, and when I checked the February 21 issue of The Manila Times, the oldest newspaper in the Philippines, my letter to the editor was published-which was edited for brevity and clarity.
Thank You, Jesus!

Here Comes The Sun


Finally the sun realized that he is needed by people. After 4 days of using the clouds as his blanket, he finally showed up.
Prayers are indeed potent (potent is actually the word of the day because my friend kept on saying this base word and adding it with a prefix-"im").

Monday, February 18, 2008

Sigh-lence


I've been out for weeks. That's fine because I don't have any readers.
I'll be back soon.....

Sunday, February 3, 2008

HaFEBirthday To Me




It's actually near.
Am I exicited? Ok, I'll be answering it in two ways-by short and by long version.
Short answer: no!
Long answer: n0000000000!

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Twenty First Before Twenty-First...


Almost a month from now, my post-debut will happen (yeah, "post" as in there was already a "pre". Well, if I would take my up-and-coming birthday as like that, like when I hit 18 during highschool, it will be celebrated that way).
I know it won't be as surprising as before. Well, that's alright as long as my family and I will pass the rough patches we have now. That is actually my wish and prayer. Forget about the material things.
I'm going to be 21!
God bless me.


Monday, January 7, 2008

Gold Digger


When I was stuck and was waiting for the clock to hit my target hour to go to school, I read two notebooks-containing text messages that Sarah Grace received and notes about who phone called during her birthdays; academic notes; reminders; and lastly, the things that I wrote that started a fire during high school-which I borrowed from her. I don't know why I wrote what I wrote (well, except for those good-bye messages, that thing I knew the rationale behind).
I receive various criticisms at the time, because they said I was a Gold digger with a capital G. I'm poor until now but I'm not. Darn!

Saturday, January 5, 2008

One Skeptical Closer


It's not that I don't believe it, but I just can't believe it.
Right now, I have a text messaging communication with Philippine Star columnist; Ladlad partylist bigwig; gay book author; Ateneo de Manila professor; 2010 senatoriable-the one and the only one-Danton Remoto.
I ask everything that I don't know about him and about the media. He answers patiently (he should but not must, though).

visit http://www.dantonremoto2010.blogspot.com/

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

End: 2007 Start: 2008

Defining 2007:

Without basing my observation on various year-end reports, 2007 was naturally tragic because of the onslaught of natural catastrophies: floods, storms, earthquakes, et cetera.
I remember the news of one morning show in USA, Today. It featured the effect of Global Warming in North Pole-the ice is starting to melt infact one polar bear fell down due to that.
Personally, my year was pretty ok-despite my very low self-esteem-because our house was a bit renovated, we have a new baby, my mom has a good job, my cousin passed the board exam-now, he's with my mom working.

Infinite 2008:

I hope this year will be an infinity of blessings. God will help me.